My puppies have interrupted my sleep. They are blind and if you are blind, I don’t guess you know it is three in the morning instead of three in the afternoon. It is cold for early December and I don’t guess we got them out enough during the day…maybe we didn’t get me out enough during the day.
I let them out, not to go “wee-wee”, but to lay down in the backyard. “Girls…it’s twenty-eight degrees. What are you doing? Geez…will I ever get back to sleep?” No, not much. There is an afternoon nap in my future.
My wife’s flowers are housed in a makeshift hothouse. At five I decided to walk up and make sure the heat had them toasty. It was a tropical fifty-five. I may have to mortgage the farm to pay the winter electric bill.
As I turned to return to the warmth of my home, I looked up into the southern sky and saw a sliver of a crescent moon framed in the leafless branches of a walnut tree. Low on the horizon, the outline of the dark side was clearly visible as was a shining Venus above it. The air was clear and the sky cloudless. A morning an astronomer might dream of. The scene took my breath away and I paused, despite the cold, to bask in the reflection of both the moon and my thoughts.
I struggle with my beliefs. I do believe in an afterlife…” energy can neither be created nor destroyed, it can only be changed.” Changed into what, I do not know, but I believe the law works for the universe and everyone in it. I do my best to follow the teachings of Jesus, but…I struggle with the universe and our place in it.
Divine creation? Big Bang? A combination of both. Are they one and the same? And “God made two great lights-the greater light to govern the day and the lesser light to govern the night. He also made the stars. God set them in the vault of the sky to give light on the earth.”
I struggle with the concept of God…or god. Despite my struggles, my lack of faith, I talk to him often…I just wish he would talk back. Just prattle a bit. There doesn’t have to be an answer to my questions, just answer back. “I’m here, I hear you.”
Looking through the clear crisp air at the heavenly scene it is hard not to believe in some type of divine plan. How could something as beautiful as the scene I was viewing not be a part of a divine plan? As if to add weight to my thoughts I noticed the pinkish glow of dawn approaching. A most heavenly picture on display and I had been in the cold too long.
I returned to the warmth of my home and found my puppies asleep, Maddie on her back on the couch, Tilly chasing rabbits in her sleep beside her. How could these two beautiful animals have been created by chance? Again, God is silent, but I’m not concerned.
Bible verses my Grandmother recited come to mind. “The heavens declare the glory of God; and the firmament sheweth his handiwork” and “Be still and know that I am God: I will be exalted among the heathen, I will be exalted in the earth.” And this morning, any morning, in the heavens too.
Further musings can be accessed at https://www.amazon.com/Don-Miller/e/B018IT38GM
The image came, interestingly, from The Tree of Knowledge Coven at https://treeofknowledgecoven.com/2013/08/12/my-love-affair-with-the-waxing-crescent-moon/